I miss you were

We send photos
I send you morning text
You send me your morning smiles
We're in distance

You called me baby
I call you at night
We laugh together
My love getting stronger

We talked naughty
We talked till morning
When no call at night
You call in the morning

I miss you
I miss that moments
What do I missing now
So I miss you were...

Our Moments

I miss you so much

Apa harus beralasan?
Apa harus ada sebab?

Disaat sulit untuk bertemu
Aku memahami situasiku
Missing all of our moments too
Kangen saat telpon malam...
Merindukan kiriman foto selfie di kantor
Kangen our dirty talk ;)
Rindu kiriman foto-foto favoritku..

Do you feel that way too?

My special day

My Special Day...
Today 36 years ago, I was born. 
I believe it was a beautiful day
Coz I was choosen as a son
For a beautiful couple

I thank God
For what I've been through
For what I've been given
For what I've been learn
For what I've become

Today is my special day
But not just because I celebrate my birthday
It's because I have you 
That be part of my life

Today is my special day
Coz today 1 year ago
You gave me the best present
Even you dont realize 

A year ago
That was out first kiss
It was a very special day to me
It was a perfect moment
In a simple way

Thank you God
Thank you My Mbem

I love you so much

Punishment

Kusadari

Belum sepantasnya kuperlakukanmu

Belum sepenuhnya ku memenuhimu

Namun percayakan

Sepantasnya aku mengagumimu

Sepenuhnya aku mencintaimu

Diam

Hanya penggalan – penggalan kata

Yang kunikmati seutuhnya

Satu – dua kata kau tulis

menjadi ribuan kalimat cinta dalam benakku

Hukuman kah yang kau perlakukan?

Padaku yang selalu menantimu

Dengan diam mu, aku tersungkur

Dengan sedikitmu, aku merajuk

Sayang…

Bisakah kah kembali semua itu?

Hukuman kah?

Atau memang ini yang kau mau?

Pulangkan keceriaan itu

Letakkan lagi binarmu

Gerakkan lagi jarimu

Langkahkan lagi kepadaku

Percayakan

Aku tak akan pernah sengaja menyakitimu

Apapun bentuknya

Hanya kelembutan yang ku tujukan padamu

Apapun yang terjadi

Karena aku cinta kamu

Jika ini hukumanku

Cukupkan sayang….

Aku rindu kamu yang dulu…

Seutuhnya kamu

Diam-mu

Sayang....
Aku tahu aku salah... 
Aku tahu aku tak sempurna
Aku (mungkin) tahu kamu sedang banyak pikiran

Namun,
Biarkan aku menopangmu
Biarkan aku memelukmu
Biarkan kita nikmati
Biarkan ku bahagiakanmu

Aku paham dengan kesibukanmu
Aku suka lihat besarnya tanggung jawabmu
Aku meneladani kamu

Sangat besar keinginanku untuk nelpon kamu
Begitu ingin aku datengin kamu 
Sangat besar keinginanku untuk ketemu kamu
Tapi... aku tahu itu akan membuat kita tidak nyaman

Kenyamananmu adalah yang utama
Kebahagianmu adalah yang terpenting

Sama sekali tak pernah terlintas untuk menyakitimu
Sekecil apapun

Aku hanya ingin kamu bahagia
Meski ku belum sempurna memenuhinya

Jika ada inginmu,
Tolong sampaikan. 

I love you Mbemku... 

Be Your Last

Bad Dream

Is it real...?
No words...

I hope it's just a nightmare...

I'll wake up.. and will be better..

I still love you Mbem...

Moments

Tak ada momen
Yang tak berarti
Yang tak indah
Yang terlupakan
Bila itu bersamamu

Tak ada momen
Yang menjadikanku bukan aku
Yang tak kunikmati
Yang menjadikanmu bidadariku

Adanya dirimu,
Merupakan anugerah terindah bagiku
Denganmu,
Aku menjadi diriku
Bersamamu,
Adalah momen terindah bagiku…
Bagi kita


Terima kasih my Mbem

Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin

Proud of you (2)

Yang ku tahu

Kisahmu

Perjalananmu

Situasimu

Sekitarmu

Bukan membuatmu terlena

Bukan membuatmu merana

Melewati semua berlalu

I’m proud of you

Semakin membuatmu terjaga

Semakin membuatmu tertempa

Semua berdiri tegak di pundakmu

I’m proud of you

and I love you off course ;)

  

Proud of you (1)

“I’m not complaining, cuma menjelaskan agar kamu ga salah paham”

Untukku, kalimat itu begitu menyenangkan.

Bahwa dirimu tak ingin aku salah paham atas dirimu

Untukku, kalimat itu membanggakan.

Bahwa dirimu menikmati tanggung jawabmu

Untukku, kalimat itu membahagiakan

Bahwa aku tak salah menemukanmu

Untukku, kalimat itu (sekali lagi) membanggakan

Bahwa dirimu adalah yang ku cari

Bersamamu

Indahnya kebersamaan
Hanya bersamamu
Ku merasa indah

Setiap kali bersamamu
Bunga bermekaran
Merekah menyambutmu
Semerbak membuai

Hanya memandangmu
Sekedar menyentuh rambutmu
Menghirup aroma tubuhmu
Selalu terasa special

Apapun yang kita lakukan
Adalah kebahagiaan bersama
Menikmati setiap hembusan nafasmu
Menyelami tiap detak jantungmu

Am I ?

Setiap kali aku melihatmu
Tak hanya melihat
Memandangmu
Memperhatikanmu
Menikmatimu

Tetap, bermimpikah aku ?
Benarkah yang dihadapanku
Seseorang yang selalu ku kagumi
Seseorang yang selalu berjarak
Tak mungkin ku menjangkaunya

Tapi kini,
Kau dihadapanku
Hanya helaian yang memisahkan kita
Ku hirup nafasmu
Ku dengar detakmu

Love you more

I don't know how
And I don't really care...
Why do I love you.

Sejalan dengan waktu
Aku hanya bisa menunggu
Apapun yang bisa ku nikmati
Bersamamu menyatukan hati

Aku menemukan indahnya cinta
Aku merasakan bahagianya dunia
Aku menikmati luapan cintamu
Aku menemukan padamu.

Mbemku...
Pf. August 3rd 2014

My Horbour

"I'm afraid that you love him more than u said u love me"

Am I stupid

Because I'm so stupid 
and such a fool 
My eyes don't see nobody but you 
Even though I know you 
love someone else 
You could never know the 
pain that I felt ooh 

I don't really know do you think of me
And I know we only have few memories 
But the one who really want you is me 
In the end only my tears will fall 

I stay you walk away 
I stand back 
Watching you day by day 
You can't see that 
I'm so in love with you 
Like the wind 
You just fly right through ooh 

There are days when 
I just miss you so much 
There are days when 
I just long for your touch 

I Love You
Somehow flies right off my lips and so 
Once again I'm left crying for you 
Once again I'm left here missing you 

Baby I Love You 
I'm Waiting for you 

You'll probably never have a dream of me 
And I know 
I'm in love all alone 
That's why we don't
have real memories 
In the end, I'll make them 
all on my own 

Love is like a river of tears 
That will flow whenever 
You're not here 
Even though your heart 
will never be mine 
It's enough just seeing 
You smile ooh 

There are days when 
I see nothing but rain 
There are days when 
I just feel so much pain 

I Miss You
Somehow flies right off 
my lips and so 
Once again I'm left 
wishing for you 
Once again I'm left here 
missing you 
Baby I Love You 
I'm Waiting for you 

Never say goodbye 
Even though 
It's not me by your side 
I need you, I just 
can't say it but 
I want you 
I cannot stop 
wishing for you 

There are days when 
I just miss you so much 
There are days when 
I just long for your touch 

"I Love You" 
Somehow flies right off 
my lips and so 
Once again I'm left 
crying for you 

There are days when 
I see nothing but rain 
There are days when 
I just feel so much pain 

"I Miss You" 
Somehow flies right off 
my lips and so 
Once again 
I'm left wishing for you 
Once again 
I'm left here missing you 
Baby I LOVE YOU 
I'm Waiting for you..

Hanya Kamu

Begitu banyak yang telah kita rasakan
Berbagai cobaan telah kita alami

Rintangan dan ujian
Jarak dan kondisi yang membatasi

Namun,
Tak pernah sekalipun
Terlintas tuk meninggalkanmu
Dirimu yang melengkapiku
Yang menjadi bahagiaku...
My Mbem....

Wicked Game

"Wicked Game" by Chriss Isaac

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don't want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you,

No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I... (This world is only gonna break your heart)
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one.

Amazed

"Amazed" by Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The Biggest

Small things can be a big one
Small tought will be desire
Small bouquete that I designed
It turn to be disaster

I'm just your biggest fan
I'm just an admirer
I'm just a secret
and now....



I'm just a (your) big mistake

My Simple Feeling

Just a simple thought... 
How to hold you for tonight

Just a simple desire
To kiss you gently

Just a simple wish
Always be with you 

Just a simple Valentine's Day
To let the whole world know that I miss you so much

I know what I feel
I know what's the hold
I know that you know it
But I don't know what to do... 


Happy Valentine's Day my Muffin
Because I care... 

Happy Birthday Muffin

Sunshine rise in the morning

Bring the great feeling

Feel the love in this January

Happy Birthday oh dear honey

I wake you up this morning

By my kiss on your lips

See your eyes slowly open and shining

Ready to ride on my love trip

Please  relax and stay

Enjoy your breakfast on your bed

Forever we will glad

This is your special day

It’s  just a dream, Muffin

A dream that I will make it came true

No matter what you’re having

Coz my love is true

ps. January 19th